| i hate to love you, seriously |
[Nov. 21st, 2009|10:50 am] |
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HUGE MISTAKE, STUPID EMBRACE
what sweet embrace, oh good grace
what crave, what desire, ohhh stupid mistake
so bitter, what remorse, such sorrow, should have let go
so doltish, peurile even, what a waste.........
im doubtful, so uncertain
you are full of deceit, oh why did i bother...
I AM SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYTHING! my brain is exhausted with overflowing thoughts of everything, i hate it. i seriously give up trying to straighten, realign my thoughts to make me more sane. i think i would love it if i could stop, pause, rewind, replay or fast forward my life as and when i feel like it. i cant wait to get a life, to be occupied, to keep pushing away all the inappropriate facts in life. & i think i cannot help anyone until i help myself. how i wish i was a buffet spread, where i could pick what i want & ignore what i dont. i wish i wish. im tired of wishing. im sick of dreaming. there can be miracles, when you believe. there can be beautiful disasters, we can receive.
i give up. im lazy. im sick &tired. ignorance is my new bestfriend. yes,go away. far far away. |
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[Nov. 21st, 2009|12:32 am] |
when i MISS YOU
 
i flewwww the kite alll on my owwnnnnnnnnn but it stayed in the sky only for a while! -.- haha. lari mcm orang biol. luckily there werent much people! yes. i want to sleeeeeeeeeeeppp! ! ! ! ! i want to sleep real bad with the COOOLLLLLL BREEEEZEEEEE ! ! ! ! haha. & did i tell you i am FULL, with nadirah's mom's awesome bee hoon goreng, my fat hotdogs and nisya's slim hotdogs ( FOOD OKAY) and my mouth-watering tuna.. haha. (mcm phm) & not forgetting our ice lemon tea and peach tea. the picnic was AWESOME! and so was the weather, tak panas terik or hujan lebat, it was justttttt nice! i like! :)
  woah! i so can take pictures with similar smiles. ANYWAY, met this guy ard 4+? 5+? yeap yeap & slacked around since there werent any goood movies! I WANT NEW MOOOOONN! ! ! ! 3rd december baybeh!! SOMEONE LAYAN ME! ACTUALLY I DONT MIND WATCHING ALONE ALSO! hahahahhah. feel free to tag along but if you are maisarah, sit one seat away from me & sit beside someone who can layan your questions. haha! joking mai! finally met syaz after 24557842578452756 days. CUT YOUR HAIR! haha. anywayyyyyyy I WANT TO FREAKING SLEEPPP! SELAMAT MALAM!
beribu bintang di langit kini menghilang |
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[Nov. 21st, 2009|12:18 am] |
MARINA BARRAGE
afiqahfatinhanisnadirahnisyazahirah
  it was CRAZZAYEEEEE!!!!! i was supposed to be dead in the MRT dooozinggg offf in my dreamland since i slept at 4am BUT GOSHHHH they were so kecoh that i was laughing allll the way from pasir ris to marina bay's mrt. seriously... it has been long since we last met so AMEK KAU! but sadly... dayah & zafirah didnt make it. BUT we're planning another outing & we bought a little something already! :)
you see that cute girl eating? the one with food at her mouth while smiling? hahaha! OMG! joke of the day: nisya doesnt know how to ON her own stove. & guess what, afiqah had to come to her house to ON HER house STOVE to boil the hotdogs. hahahah. seriously seyh nisya! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA! tak puas ketawe! & OMG at last AT LAST my class partner appeared in my life again! FINALLY, zahirah made it for our gathering, FINALLY we got to hear her classic laughter! ni la orang noobs trying to fly kite. hahah it was hilarious, what more with kurang sihat hanis running everywhere, i was sweating all over trying to layan hanis, but in the end i gave up. haha. hanis was SS-ing @ marina barrage with her air force kite! she even made friends with a small kid! haha! |
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[Nov. 20th, 2009|01:25 am] |
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if you are reallyyyy observant, you will see that my eyebags have gotten worst & im not helping myself because of my weird-er sleeping patterns & seriously, applying cream when i have irregular sleep doesnt help.. anyway, ditching my eyebags, i am sooooooo uberly very very very very sad because one of my love cant make it tmrw because of her ehem cca.. grrrrrrr :( ... everyone could make it at first then suddenly! DAYAH! well i dont blame her, she wants to come so badly but she really cant. :( nevermind we will be planning somemore outings & you have to make it!
 
AWESOME! i charged my amplifier without realising that i plugged it wrongly! and what was the purpose of ON-ing the computer again? ughhhhh.... now i have to wait for it to charge, this time PROPERLY! hahaha! slengeeeeee you knoowwwww.. k anyway, amplifier (half-checked), mp3 (checked), camera (checked) & food?? (UNPREPARED) hahahaha. i soooo am dead tomorrow if my cutie pie doesnt wake me up, there'll be no food and noooo afiqah cause i've been having problems waking up & my handphone's alarm doesnt work on me anymore! im such a blabber. haha. k gooooodnightttttt lovely people!
 
when i'm with you ,i'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever you're not around
pfftt.. i soooooooo am not in the mooood too entertain _________! ! ! ! trust me, you will hear another ear blast so just forget about it. sooooo looongggggggg & GOOOOOODDDDDDDDD NIGHT! |
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| weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! |
[Nov. 20th, 2009|12:54 am] |
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THANK YOU SHAFIQAH!
thanks to shaf, mai and me had something to do today! we gave out free balloons & coupons at clarke quay's central shopping mall & yes dressed in elves and santa claus-es. haha. sure was embarrassing but the only person that saw us was stephanie since her mum is opening a new outlet there! haha. we sure got insane & crazy hehehe. there is a video butt buttt toooo embarrassed! :) hehe. it was really fun & time flewwwwwwww! it was tiring but it was such a wonderful experience! THANK YOU SHAFIQAH! well i hope i can do it again!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! HO HO HO "merry christmas", well i am not sure why we were dressed for christmas thoughh.. its one month away? but wellllllll, there were a few couples that took pictures with us!! today was reallyyyy hilarious and xciting and full of insanity! haha! but seriously, changing into those outfits were so lecehhhhhhhhhhhh! ! ! ! and there's this signboard we have to hold and walk ard but its SUPER HEAVY! -.- i cant thank shafiqah more for offering this one day job to me, although in short notice, im lucky to have made it, it was FANTABULOUS! haha. hahahahahhahahahaha! seriously! i didnt realise there was a couple watching me, i was doing this weird dance in the santa claus costume then suddenly i heard a "cute" and saw a thumbs up.. all i could do was say hello! haha. as always, i am slenge! hahahahahha!
i'm lovin it! (VERY) |
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| afiqah is tired |
[Nov. 19th, 2009|10:50 am] |
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TP RAWKS ROCKED on the SECOND & THIRD DAY i will miss suhiang, fion, weikiat, kimberly & stanley & & & & & the rest of orange one! ok im soooooo exhausted as per normal! anyway i took pictures with SLEEQ, well dayah is actually the number one fan. i layankan her only & i mustttt sayyyy sleeeeeeeq is reallllyyyy GOOOD! i mean i hear their songs but LIVE was wayyyyyy better, damnnnn niceeeeeeeeee! "the best i ever had" haha. i shall post up the group pictures as sooon as suhiang accepts me on FB! she damnnnnn CUTE! i loveee her! :) okay uploading is eating my time away & i am supposed to be already siap-ed by now! hahaha... supposed to be out in the morning today BUT idk... some things are not meant to be, some kind soul please layan me and my crazy ideas sooon, i want to go to the beach early in the morning and just enjoy the ambience in silence! :) i like! &&&& i cant wait for tomorrow! i need a wake up CALL or else i'll be sleepinggggg! haha. & i hate hate hate when someone _____________. forget it! i want to eat! :) |
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